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Memorial created 10-23-2007 by
Dori and Anthony
August 21 1995 - August 11 2007

Love in a Furry Suit - Our Heart

August 11, 2008

Today is a year.  A year without the love of my life - my heart and soulI don't know how I've managed this long without you.  It seems like it was only yesterday that I had to make that fateful decision - one that will haunt me for the rest of my life.  I have re-lived every single moment from our last day and night til our last minutes and seconds together.  It still does not seem real.  But, the emptiness and void that I feel is more than real.  It's debilitating.  This has been the absolute worst year of my life.  I can't even write down in words how much I miss you, Peanut.  My heart breaks into pieces every single morning when I wake up and you are not there.  I know you would be so upset to see my cry and to see how sad I am.  I know you would nervous lick and climb all over me to show me you were there for me.  Then, you would lick my tears and show me your unconditional and unwavering love once again.  Bran, I try to live as you would want me to, but I just can't.  I just can't...  I have taken to keeping things to myself, because it seems that people don't want to "hear it" anymore.  So, I find myself grieving alone, holding my feelings and sorrow inside until I almost bust.  On this one-year anniversary, I hope and pray once more that you are okay, that you don't hate me as much as I think you do and that you are running a pain-free and happy puppy once more.  I am so sorry I had to let you go, Babynut.  I didn't want you to suffer anymore, and I couldn't bear the thought of putting you through pointless surgeries and procedures that would only hurt you more.  I love you yesterday, today and tomorrow - forever and a day.  Momma loves you, Momma loves you, Momma loves you... XOXOXOXO


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