my all time favorite photo hey little man..i miss you...your little face...your fur...your antics....your little muffin kisses...
my shadow....
today is 334 days..you have left me to be in a much better place...
i know you have so many friends...
i know many people love you...
i miss you so much...
i cry....
i found a feather today. Lucie-llew stopped to sniff it..right on the step by the front door..
i found a penny today..went outside in the sunshine for lunch...and there it was....
i found your chris-mutt collar in my cd bag this morning....
i found a song for your day ..
i cry...
it has been hard week my sweet boy....
but oh how I adore your notes...to me...
they are the most precious...gifts a grieving mother can get..
you have the most wonder ful friends EVER.
i think about you every second of every minute of every day...
the sunshine...the chill...the warmth..the rain....and yes even the snow...
i gaze at your things..your photos...and my eyes glaze over...
then i smile some....
then i cry.....
i love you little man...
what would i do with out your friends and their moms and dads...
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