18 very sad weeks since i lost you my precious girl, life is so different without you in it, nothing will ever feel the same without you, you were a big part of my life, ahuge part of my life. I look at one of your many pictures that i have around the house and at the shop, i feel very sad taht you have gone, but very lucky that i had you for my girl. I keep thinking about what happened, try to make some meaning of it but i have no idea why it had to happen. I think about when i carried you out ot the car that terrible day and think that i never brought you back, well not my beautiful bubbly little girl, but brought your dear little body back to lay you to rest. So many things that eat at me each and every day. Be happy my little girl,and please forgive me for not protecting you that day, i am so so sorry Chloe Bear, love you always Chloe.
All my love always