48 weeks today since you had to leave me my darling Chloe Bear, you were a special part of my life that i will never ever forget. Each and every day i ask why, why i had to lose you, and why the whole way in which i lost you was so awful, i still think of how you must have felt when we had to leave you there at that hospital with all those strangers, i will forever have so much deep regret that i didn't insist on staying with you instead of listening to the staff. Something that i had no power over, but something that will leave my heart broken forever, so i hope you can forgive me for that. So stay safe in Gods Garden, till one day me will come together again.

Love you always Chloe Bear

Your 3 little sisters Chloe Bear

49 weeks since i had to let you go, i am so sorry i could'nt be with you when had to go to sleep, i live with so many things that i feel so sorry about, things that i had no control over, but things that will eat me up till the day i die. You were so precious to me, a part in my heart that will be always yours my darling Chloe Bear. I miss you so so much, we have another little dog now Alice, i have 3 babies now, i only wish i still had you my life has forever changed. Stay safe in Gods Garden my sweetheart, hugs and kisses to you.