Shiloh and I to keep you company

 Oh MR Cloudy I am sooo sorry, for I know you think that I have forgotten you. My little Angel Face, I have not and never will.  You see my friend I am not doing very well, but I am sure that you know that.  Yes Thanksgiving came and no we did not really do anything for it, well ordered out from the diner but no I could not eat for I was so sick, then Christmas came and you know up till my Father your Pop Pop passed away right before it, oh how much we enjoyed it.  It isn't like that any longer but you know that for you were here as I cried every Christmas sine GOD took him home. Well new Years Eve, no we did not do anything much went to dinner at Fienis I was sick then too, lost my voice , could not breath.  I am sooo sorry I did not stop by to see you and oh how I pray that you will forgive me for all.  I am sure that you know what is going on down here and how I have been sick and in the hospital and on and on and on and still going on.  My little boy not a day goes by that I do not go to your grave with shiloh and sit on the bench and talk to you, for even though it will be 2 years soon it only seems as if it were yesterday.  I miss you so very much.  I know that you are in a better place and not suffering any longer and that the Angels and GOD are taking such very good care of you.  I know that you have made many friends and that is so wonderful. for I always only wanted the very best for you and still do.  I will try to come and visit you more often.  I sincerely ask for your forgiveness for me not being here for the past holidays Please.  I will try so hard to come more often, for I have to brighten up your days and mine till we are together again soon. I have left you a picture of Shiloh and I that way it will be like old times always the 3 of us together.

All Of Our Love

Mom and Shiloh