12/25/09 ~ MERRY CHRISTMAS Maggie Mae Today is full of blessings, but at the same time there is one very large part of our "pack" gone this Christmas day. I miss you sugar-bunny! Your eyes...they have always memorized me. What a beautiful angel you are. Take good care of Ebony and Shabba Lou today. EWnjoy all the fun with your friends. My heart is filled with joy for you...it aches for me. You are home for Christmas baby girl, and I know you are at peace and healthy again. Bless you my dear daughter! Love you more than all the stars in the sky, mommy. 12/22/09 ~ Hello Angel, I am trying to be "in the Christmas spirit" but I just can't seem to get there. I miss you so much girl. I can't believe it's been months since you were here. Please come home and visit me for Christmas girl...I'll be looking for you in my dreams. My heart is aching so bad tonight. I still feel like I let you down. I guess that's one very sad part of grief. Love you sugar-bunny! Mom. 12/13/09 ~ My dear miss Maggie Mae. This christmas will be less one more angel here at home. I hope you have yourself a merry little christmas with all your friends. You are deeply missed pretty one. I see your smile everywhere. You will always be my special sugar-bunny. I will stop back by and write more as the says draw nearer to christmas. I love you girl! 11/26/09 8:28pm ~ It's been a few weeks since I stopped by my precious angel. Not a moment goes by that I do not think about you. I wish you were hear. Today I missed feeding you, Shabba Lou and Ebony your baked chicken. My world will never be the same without you. HAPPY THANKSGIVING baby. Love, your very proud mommy! 11/11/09 10:29am ~ My dear...dear Maggie Mae. How can it be already that we said goodbye three months ago? Your water and food bowls and your bed have not and wiiil not be moved. Tina Jane sleeps on your bed a lot. I know how close you two were, and I just wonder what she thinks while she's laying there. I miss you girlie...oh, I miss you so very much. You were "the protector" of the yard. Sure, Krystal, Tina, Dezzy, Buster and Princess do a great job, but you really were the best! Thank you for being my girl, and thank you for being such a good protectoy of us all. You will forever hold a special place in my heart. I am still so very sorry I couldn't save you. Your life was not nearly long enough. I am so sorry...... I love you pretty girl, with all my heart and soul. Sadly and Lovingly, your mom. 10/22/09 6:16pm ~ Good evening angel. I miss you my pretty tulip. Maggie Mae, my heart is so broken. I am lost and I don't know which way to turn. My emotions are running wild tonight. I miss you pretty girl...so very much! I love you, mom. 10/12/09 7:32pm ~ I love you girlie. You're such a pretty pup!!! 10/02/09 9:58pm ~ Hello pretty baby! I love you and miss you so much. Your bed, water bowl or food dish have not moved...it may be a long time before they do. Good night angel...I miss you more than ever. Love, mommy. 09/11/09 7:55pm ~ Hello my dear Maggie Mae. I cannot believe it has been four weeks since we said goodbye. In a blink...it will be "years ago" since I kissed your beautiful face. Your bed is still in the same palce, your dog food and water bowels haven't moved, and your quilt in the laundry area is still the way you left it. Oh Maggie, I miss you girl. I am sorry I didn't know you were so sick. I didn't know you weren't barking all the time because you didn't feel good. I didn't know you were so sick until I took you to the doctor. I feel so guilty...I just don't know girl. I am overwhelmed. I love you so muc, and I always will. You are my one and only "sugar-bunny" and you will always be... 09/08/09 12:10pm ~ Goodnight my angel. I've cried a bucket of tears this evening. My heart...it's so raw. Day by day...hour by hour...minute by minute...each step, I miss you so. I love you girl more than you could ever know. Love mom. 08/27/09 12:10pm ~ My dear doggy, are you taking good care of your brother Shabba Lou and your sissy Ebony? My heart is aching girl. I never thought I'd have to say goodbye to three of my kids in two very short years. I love you...I love you...I love you more than the whole wide world. Forever your mommy. 8/20/09 9:48 PM Maggie, I am so sorry girl. I feel so out of sorts. I am so sorry I couldn't make you well...I ache to the depths of my soul. I love you girl...I love you so much!!! Forever, your mom. 8/16/09 9:48 PM Good nite angel. It's so quiet around here without you. I picked up the clipping of your beautiful fur yesterday when I took Krystal for her shots. I broke down and cried in the lobby of the clinic. A lady came over and gave me a big hug, and it sure felt good. I love you MagMag. 8/15/09 1:45 PM Hello my dear Maggie girl. I have few words today. Just a lot of tears and pain. I am heart-sick, shattered, broken-hearted...I miss you. I cannot believe you had to leave so soon. The whys are overwhelming. One day girlie...one day maybe I'll have the answers. Until then, forever, your mom. 8/12/09 9:45 PM Good eveing Maggie. I am stopping by to say goodnight. I cannot believe I am starting another journal. You are gone too soon. What happened girl? I am so confused. I feel so lost. Tina has looked for you several times, and she wouldn't even play ball this morning or this evening. She laid outside the back door on the steps and wouldn't move. She knows your gone. This is so difficult...