12/25/10 7:53am ~ Happy Holidays angel. I love you and miss you just as much as I did the day you left. I hold a very special place in my heart for you my sweet baby. Not a single day goes by without thoughts of you flowing through my mind. We spent so many Christmas times together...times I will never forget. This holiday season is grim. I haven't felt good for months now, and today I feel very sick too. Today will be bed rest day for me. I'm so thankful I have your sisters here with me. Friends...well, they come and go don't they? I guess they get what they need and then move on. Dollie's dad and I hardly talk any more, and we used to talk almost every day. My very best friend in Chicago, well, she's gone a different direction too. We also used to talk almot every day, and now hardly talk anymore. You just never know how long anyone will be in your life...and this...well, I guess this IS life. And, this is why I'd rather not deal with people. My heart is always safe, as long as I keep it guarded. I am so happy I had all of you in my life. I was able to feel real love through you like I've never felt from human being. I love you. I love you so very much. Take care of your brothers and sisters k? You are soarly missed. Luv, mommy. 09/11/10 10:19am ~ Hello sweet angel. It's been so long since I left you a message. I love you more than ever and miss you so very much. If I could have one wish, it would be to have all of you back here with me. Not one single day ever goes by without you entering my thoughts and touching my heart like you always do. You will always be a very cherished part of my life. No one can ever walk "our path" or know how deep our bond was. It cannot be described in words alone. I love you...I love you...I love you. I could say it a million times, and that would still not be enough times. Rest darling...rest well. Your mom forever! 07/03/10 6:09pm ~ I love you angel kitty. Not a day goes by that I do not think about you. I miss you so much. You are "in my heart" forever. Love you boy, Mom. 05 29 10 6:09pm ~ Hello angel, I never stop thinking about you. Life has changed so much since you and your kin left. I seem to have a harder time pulling myself out of the grief with each one of you I have to say goodbye to. Once everyone here is with you, well, I just don't know what I'll do. I guess we never think about "not" having you here with us. The "new normal" we try and put together is a real challenge. I don't believe there really is a new normal. I think we just try to come up with different things to help fill the huge voids we feel. We keep pushing forward the best we know how. I miss you so much...I will never stop missing or loving you. I'd give anything to hold you again. Maybe, just maybe, someday I will. Rest in Paradise loved one. If you are where I am going when I die...please keep an eye out for me. Take good care of Ebony, Shabba, Maggie and Buster k? Love you bunches kitty, mom. 04 23 2010 9:40PM Hello sweet boy. I want you to know that you are always on my mind, Gosh...you were such a good boy. Whewn you heard your food can opening you'd cone running, Silly kitty. I loved to you watch you when you got a new bag of Catnip and your cat grass. Oh, that was a joy. You cat scratcher was brand new my sweet boy, You hardly ever got to use it. I miss you so very much boy, you were a truly wonderful kitty...one of best things that ever happened to me was meeting you...my beautiful orange... green eyed lion king. I love you Seville. 04 13 2010 12:30 PM Hello my beautiful little orange boy! My "Lion King". Didn't uncle Ricky (Dollie's daddy) pick out a perfect name for you? I miss your sweet meows my little kit-kat. I miss you so much. I have not been able to go in your bedroom. I've tried...I just can't. One day I will son. I am going to donate all your things "except a coule special items" to the Humane Society one day in the future 'cause I know that's what you'd want. Be watching for your little doggie-brother Buster. He will be there with you very soon. My heart is aching...breaking. I am so down...so lost...so broken. I love you "mitty-mat." Forever, your mommy.