12/25/10 7:53am ~ Happy Holidays angel. I love you and miss you just as much as I did the day you left. I hold a very special place in my heart for you my sweet baby. Not a single day goes by without thoughts of you flowing through my mind. We spent so many Christmas times together...times I will never forget.
This holiday season is grim. I haven't felt good for months now, and today I feel very sick too. Today will be bed rest day for me. I'm so thankful I have your sisters here with me.
Friends...well, they come and go don't they? I guess they get what they need and then move on. Dollie's dad and I hardly talk any more, and we used to talk almost every day. My very best friend in Chicago, well, she's gone a different direction too. We also used to talk almot every day, and now hardly talk anymore. You just never know how long anyone will be in your life...and this...well, I guess this IS life. And, this is why I'd rather not deal with people. My heart is always safe, as long as I keep it guarded.
I am so happy I had all of you in my life. I was able to feel real love through you like I've never felt from human being.
I love you. I love you so very much. Take care of your brothers and sisters k? You are soarly missed. Luv, mommy.