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Mommys precious angel. They tell me I was fortunate to have you for 13 wonderful years, and I agree. I am selfish though i want you for just one more day. You were there for me when no one else was, I told you all my secrets, I snuggled with you and I loved you so very much.
I know you left this world to go onto a better place
and to fulfill your next destiny and you left so mommy could go onto to different things. I understand this but I still dont accept the fact that you are gone. Even after over
a year, I still feel like you are just gone away for the night and that you'll be back.
I miss you more than I could ever tell you. My heart aches to talk to you and see you just one more time.
I feel your presence all around me and at times it's so strong I could swear you were standing behind me as I nap on the couch and your breathing on my neck. I went to McDonalds the other day and all but ordered you a plain double cheeseburger. I come home and find your toys that are by you in your urn fallen down and I say to you "Were you playing with your toys while mommy was at work"
I know one day we will meet again, I am fearful only cause I am afraid that you wont remember me, I pray that you do and my soul can once again be completed that day.The tought of that day is sometimes the only thing that keeps me strong.
I miss you everyday and I love you with all my heart. |