almost a week has passed since that day and I carry all the tears in my heart. Nicholas talks about you in his mind he cannot fully grasp the concept of why God and Jesus have to keep you and why we cannot visit you and he went and got out biscuits for you and left them on the table for when you get back. Lexi is lonely and needs a friend and cries by the door when we leave, I keep hearing you crying at night. I get 1/2 way down the stairs and remeber. I have seen 2 birks, remeber it was just one, well its 2 know and thats a comfort....I love you....you were so smart. understood me so much and so faithful and so happy to see me. i love you forever, no time, no space and no distance.